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Failure
Failure
I feel catched
I can't hide
There's no corner left
I'm in the real world outside
Facing all the others
And they might know i'm struggling
I'm telling people thoughts, thoughts i wanted to keep locked away
Why?
I wanted to hide
My feelings
My thoughts
I promised it myself and now i betrayed myself
Let nobody know about it
About the real me
Not the happy face i'm showing the outside
Every day
Not the lie i keep telling
I guess they already knew
No, they KNOW
That somethings wrong
I'm loosing my face
I feel so naked.
I'm trying to keep up the pieces of my cracked face
I'm a failure
I should be ashamed
I AM ashamed
Of being so sad inside
Because i feel like hapiness is just an Illusion making fun of me
A goal, never could be reached
I'm a liar
I lie to myself and to others about how i really feel
How i really am
I can't do anything right
I'm a looser
I'm a failure
I'm alone
I feel so lonely
And that feeling, it's so strong that i feel like suffocating
I'm in a sea made from my own tears
Catched up from the beginning of my life
And i'm drowning, trying to scream until i realize
That it's me, who keeps my mouth shut
And so i'm drowning in the silent sea
Let nobody know
How you really feel.
Geschrieben von Shiro [Profil] am 05.03.2017 |
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